Disappointment

I guess i'd just been expecting way too much from you for way to long. To simply even understand me, you just had to make it seem like I was utterly wrong. Maybe its right, i shouldn't expecting anything so I wouldn't be disappointed. Thrice too many.
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Chinese o levels are over! Sick now due to 3 hours of sleep, update with pictures soon.
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Nothin' on you

Stayed over at B's again and we stayed up till around 4am watching family guy and eating cup noodles.
I swear i loveeeee Stewie ttm!
Then had Mac breakfast in the morning, and went to Farmway to see fishes.
I SAW A REAL HORSE!! (Suaku much but yeah)
After that we went over to Ikea and had Chicken Wings, Meatballs and Cinnamon Pancakes with Honey apples. No pictures because I was too busy munching on the food.
I have so many things to blog about but if i start now I'll obviously end damn late, so I'll blog again tmr, promise.
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Watch this space, update(s) this weekend.
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Hey soul sister

Ning: Jing, what's pink panther, is he like a cat or something?
Me: He's a PANTHER
Ning: Oh ya..

Epic core
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Vanilla twilight

Cold nostalgia is right. At times we think about all we've been through, and many unfavourable things happened. This, made me what i am today.
Choices.
The ones you made and the ones made by people around you.
It might seem pointless to be holding on to 'em, but truth is, it's alot harder to let go than it really seems. We all have someone in our lives that influence everything we do, and the choices we make, but at the end of the day, the question worth poundering over is does that person make everything worthwhile when everything fucks you up.

Breakeven

Falling to pieces.

Intoxicated

I'm at Bz's now waiting for him to come home while using his laptop and munching on Korea seaweed (Which will likely be finished [All 8 packets!] within the next 20 mins..) and I can't blog cause his computer aint got a bluetooth!!
Just a short update in an attempt to keep this blog updated.
Watch this space for updates real soon! (My weekend and some other random stuffs..)

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Airplanes.

This is what Xian dug up in the middle of her room and brought to school today.

I'm back from my break from blogging! Been busy (and lazy) recently that I haven't been updating regularly (or even at all). Our mid-years are just over and I'm real glad that i exceeded my expectations for English, however, I pretty much expect that I'd be screwed for my rest of my papers. (Oh well)

Baby bought me a bodycon from Miss Selfridge for our 14th month, and I got him Gilette Fusion Power Phantom.

Baby got me the black one and Charmaine and Lx (And Leonard) accompanied me to go to Paragon to get the nude pink one today. The cutting's smaller for these bodycons than conventional ones so i got them a size bigger than I am but I've always had this self esteem thing. Seeing the size 8 there makes me feel like I've gotten fatter (I'm normally a 4/6).
I think I'm suffering from some sort of inferiority complex. Its like, when someone says I'm pretty, I'll always think there's someone prettier. Same goes for any other compliment and what not, because to me there's always someone out there better.
I gotta stop doing that.

I haven't been blogging for so long that i kinda forgot how to. I always wonder how ironic it is since I can always converse properly but when it comes down to penning down what i want to say, or want to express, that is always many times harder.

I've also been such a big spender lately and I don't know how to restrain myself from buying stuffs!I think I spent like $300 or $400 in 3 or 4 weeks! Budget month next month i guess :/

xoxo,

YJ